im not resigning, just in case
if i eventually ended up with nth
i would just sing this song to myself
in a lonely place
as a sad epilogue
of my youth.

(the big pink really is bloody brilliant, by the way)

seen it in my head, burning my heart
seen it in my past, back in my home
doesn't make sense, see her again
i don't know

i felt it for some time, ever not at all
poison in my head, gun love hurts
i'm not looking for love, but it's hard to resist
i don't recall me and mistakes

she's the only one, that's the best i've had
i found her in a dream, looking for me
this heart's on fire, i'll bring myself
up to the force, down again

these arms are mine
don't matter who they hold
so should i maybe, just leave love alone
you call out my name, for the love you need
which you won't find in me

these arms are mine
don't matter who they hold
you're made for me, and i'll leave love alone
you call out my name for the love you need
which you won't find in me

seen it in my head, burning my heart
i found her in a dream, looking for me
doesn't make sense, see her again
i don't know

i can see the end, of what i've become
a tale of a love, come and gone
but now my love, no promises
i won't go falling in love

that could be okay
it might be sweet
if we could meet
along the way

THAT COULD BE OKAY.

my own october obsession : )

"so run, run boyo
chase it to the border, border
should have also‘ve told her
i was cannon fodder
would’ve if i could’ve screamed to her
shout and holler
then i could’ve saved the girl from the
man’s machine"

THE END IS THE BEGINNING IS THE END

you turn around and life's passed you by
you look to ones you love to ask them why
you look to those you love to justify
you turned around and life's passed you by

think of me when you're coming down
but don't look back when leaving town
think of me when he's calling out
but don't look back when leaving town
think of me when you close your eyes
but don't look back when you break all ties
think of me when you're coming down
but don't look back when leaving town today

there goes the fear again
let it go
there goes the fear
let it go